It's been two weeks since I was last in the office and frankly I don't want to go back to work. That's not to say that I don't love my job and I don't understand that in order to pay the bills I have to work, the two go hand in hand I get that. At the same time that's not to say that I don't envy the life of luxury that not having to work would afford me. I'm nervous too about the fact that there are only a few more weeks left of walking into that school board office everyday and then the new job starts walking into the college everyday. I still don't know that I'm making the right decision as far as this job change goes but I hope it is. I'm more concerned about the effect that the paycut is going to have on us. He's really going to have to step up and pull it all together and I'm just not sure if he's ready for that. Sometimes the age difference between the two of us really shines through.
Wish there was a crystal ball that would tell me where I will be in 10 years, I can remember having that same wish when I was little. I've always wanted to know always wanted to be prepared trying to stay one step ahead of life which is impossible.
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